I think I'm on to something good..those who haven't yet should taste it- it's yummy
I am presently collecting and filing away my past and discovering what will be my future. Currently I'm in love with everyone and everything that presents itself authentically and in the most genuine light. Summertime has whirled me up into an cloud of musical bliss and not soo focused on ideals, supposed to be's or should be type expectations, but more OPEN- tuned in to wavelengths that I can mine revelations, ideas, inspirations and direction at each moment. Jean-Michel Basquiat was just a random fave creative artist that came to mind as I was typing this he speaks to me and so does his work..rediscover-or if you havent-discover him.
Eat this food.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
-Marianne Williamson
I had a sudden flash or epiphany about boldness and entitlement of myself artistically yesterday...just before that there was a beautiful discussion with a fellow artist friend of mine about taking risk in your work as an artist and the fear that goes along with that...so I researched a little and found one especially for me and what has been a virtual tug of war for me as of late.
Who knows maybe this will be of some use to someone else somewhere sometime.
something WONDERFUL this way comes
Over the past 48 hours things that I thought were not working out have worked out perfectly and things that I thought were going perfect have blown up in my face. I am learning to stay flexible and attuned to whatever happens. However to all the people who think that because they saw, or spoke to me a few times: YOU ARE NOT an expert on me..plain and simple. I am not even an expert on me..depending on what cards life deals you, you're not even an expert on you. There are some situations that you cant even create/nor imagine an outcome for. It's easy to get into a routine environment for some and feel a false sense of expertise/accomplishment/or creative license however, the smart participants would realize that being a figurative big fish in a "small pond" is not so good if countless ponds keep showing up neverendingly. ....(and I exhale...) thanks for listening..and to this passage I recommend Coldplay's "Lost" or for the more attuned to the hood ones "Lost" by Coldplay feat. JayZand you know that all the seeming "struggle/obstacles" are because my victory is NIGH...AAAAaaaahhhHHHHHH!
i feel it
peace.prosperity.success-ili
;-)
I'm There
I'm ready for a good show...I'm not performing though;(soon, grasshoppers...soon enough
but tonight this is the spot for sure...
I'm excited, I started the day with acting class and am ending it here
what a creative, artsy..full fledged day! Just how I like it too..in due time
they'll all be like this! 24/7/365 and I'll be on the billing
I aint playin.
So...
I am really frenzied lately, readying for my impending dust storm over the prairie. I am desperate to end some of my latest soon to be past endeavors and psyched to burst through with some of my ongoing ones. I can not wait any longer..my next phase cant come soon enough. I am filled to the brim and ready to overflow with reckless abandon. There are so many good things in the works right now that I am nothing but convinced that it is all meant. To my new compadre and colleague D.T. a major thanks for believing and being a major part of the madness and mayhem coming soon.
This fourth of July weekend finds me invigorated, and pumped for the any and all forthcoming adventures. Although must say the last week the water levels have been rising and I've been extra busy with a jampacked schedule..amidst it all I am having a recurring dream that I receive money or someone actually gives me money..definitely good manifestation and sign of pending success! I'm feeling like this is my moment, whatever I have is exactly all I need, you know? Kinda like work with whatugot..don't judge me...i'm just open to receiving these messages..you should try getting open too..
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